life is not always perfect. when i want something so badly, it just wont come to me. life has never been a bed of roses for me. i need to consider for a long time when out shopping, i need to see if i will have enough cash to last me the month, i cant spend alot and when i bring back my purchases, my mom will just nag.
ever since i graduated from TP 2 weeks ago, names of universities have been appearing in my mind. should i continue study anot? full-time or part-time for me? which degree should i get? how to settle my school fees? i still have not called DBS on how i am going to settle my loans for my tertiary study. you see.. money is not everything but without money, you cant just do a lot of things. shall i sell my butcok instead? sighhhh.. my sis has been nagging me to not study full-time since we are not well-to-do to indulge me to study full-time. you get the point? they want you to further study, have a bright future and not tire myself out but my current situation just doesn't allow me to. in the end, i gave up. i've decided to work full-time for a couple of years first to gain experience. hey! i did not make a compulsive decision, this decision was reached after several serious discussions with my friends and cousins. let just keep my fingers crossed that i'll be able to find a full-time job soon.
why am i short? why am i dark? why do i have single eyelids? why are my thighs so fat and big? why do i have cellulite? i always hope that i'll slim down my thighs but the thought of having to exercise just make me put off the idea. is there any way whereby i can slim my thighs down without having to exercise? can someone please tell meee???? :( i cant buy nice dresses to wear, nice shorts to flatter my legs cos my legs dont appeal to people, i cant wear suspenders, i cant wear nice short denim skirts, i cant wear converse sneakers so nicely with denim skirts!! you see.. im such a letdown.
can anyone tell me how to be beautiful? or just boost my morale? :(
ever since i graduated from TP 2 weeks ago, names of universities have been appearing in my mind. should i continue study anot? full-time or part-time for me? which degree should i get? how to settle my school fees? i still have not called DBS on how i am going to settle my loans for my tertiary study. you see.. money is not everything but without money, you cant just do a lot of things. shall i sell my butcok instead? sighhhh.. my sis has been nagging me to not study full-time since we are not well-to-do to indulge me to study full-time. you get the point? they want you to further study, have a bright future and not tire myself out but my current situation just doesn't allow me to. in the end, i gave up. i've decided to work full-time for a couple of years first to gain experience. hey! i did not make a compulsive decision, this decision was reached after several serious discussions with my friends and cousins. let just keep my fingers crossed that i'll be able to find a full-time job soon.
why am i short? why am i dark? why do i have single eyelids? why are my thighs so fat and big? why do i have cellulite? i always hope that i'll slim down my thighs but the thought of having to exercise just make me put off the idea. is there any way whereby i can slim my thighs down without having to exercise? can someone please tell meee???? :( i cant buy nice dresses to wear, nice shorts to flatter my legs cos my legs dont appeal to people, i cant wear suspenders, i cant wear nice short denim skirts, i cant wear converse sneakers so nicely with denim skirts!! you see.. im such a letdown.
can anyone tell me how to be beautiful? or just boost my morale? :(
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